i've been coughing like free since the past week and it hasnt been getting better. i get occasional runny nose and all, gosh, dont tell me my time is up. im not ready. haha on a lighter note, maybe its a good thing too. but seriously, my cough is damn fierce. sigh
trying to live the high life like us, but in fact nowhere near it.
sometimes i really wonder if my existence was a mere punishment for my parents.
please respect your parents, i really think that they are giving us much much more than what they get back.
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR/MY A'LEVELS EVERYONE.
i dont know about you, but i really need the luck. HAHA
Checkmate!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
the overbearing meaning to it : Live.
It actually made me truly realise i've always treated you as more than an equal, one of my better ones in fact. thus i will support you in all that you do, kinda like a close sister, you know.
so, you have my deep support all the way, as long as you are happy, thats all that matters.
Hence, please dont think so much, dear friend.
There's so much more to it than just another four alphabets.
And, Mean what it says, live!
It actually made me truly realise i've always treated you as more than an equal, one of my better ones in fact. thus i will support you in all that you do, kinda like a close sister, you know.
so, you have my deep support all the way, as long as you are happy, thats all that matters.
Hence, please dont think so much, dear friend.
There's so much more to it than just another four alphabets.
And, Mean what it says, live!
Monday, September 22, 2008
the main point is that, as days go by, the wind will blow a ship with a sail further away from shore.
and nobody ever thought of anchoring the ship back.
supermassive truckloads of pictures sis!
and nobody ever thought of anchoring the ship back.
supermassive truckloads of pictures sis!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
these few weeks have been hectic. not anything regarding studying though, its only because my one and only dearest beloved sister just got herself married and although i will get more red packets now every chinese new year, it still got me busy for awhile. i was trying as hard as i could to make the wedding as good as it can get, and to me, because my sister had her fun and enjoyed herself, at the end of the day she was happy and to me that was close to perfect.
congratulations my dear sister!
IN life, sometimes we are busy with our own we forget about the others we used to care about. this applies to all those whom i was close to, but because of circumstances we all drift apart, that is what life throws at us. its part and parcel we all get on with our lifes and over time, we just drift apart, because of the environment we work in changes, and so does the situation. but the people involved never ever changes, its just that we feel they do.
i dont really know what i want to say, i just know i have to say it. not because people have said it first and i just want to respond for the sake of responding. these few weeks i have interacted with relatives whom i have not seen for a few years, chilled with cousins whom i have not had a long conversation with for a long time, and of course friends whom maybe i have neglected. i actually think about some friends every once in a while, thinking about how they are doing these days and whether they are good, secondary school friends, secondary school clique mates, junior college close friends and so on. i just waant to let all of my friends know, out there as we get on with our hectic lives, maybe at that moment, i was thinking of you, awww. HAHA
okay all, till we meet again. please takecare!
dear sis, pls enjoy your long long holiday around the whole world! HAHA takecare!
p.s. remember to buy stuffs for me HAHAH
hey you. lets make this short and sweet lest you become emo again. haha. you are not wrong, we have drifted. but that does not mean anything. i cant remember all that i have to say back to you, but in general, the friendship stays the same. what we are going through right now is just yet another phase in life. if we get through it, we move on to the next. its just another stage, and maybe its difficult for you, but dont make it worst by being discouraged. stay strong, remember? Anything can discourage you, hit you hard, but nothing can take away what you already have, your self worth, your own values, unless of course if you allow it to be taken away. i find this especially meaningful,
so, if you are tired, just take a rest. good people need a break.
you can choose to hate me, if that is the bridge you choose to build, then that is the destiny our friendship will become. but you will always be that same friend i always had, nothing will change. you can count on me!
you dont have to worry about me. i guess i am fine as it is. its just like a kite with a broken string, lets just see where the wind brings it. its all planned, i guess. please takecare of yourself. we all have to live dont we, just to see how the story will end. because, the story is still a long long way from the end. so, just, live.
you cant handle what you cant comprehend. so when it comes to that, just let it be. i've learnt that through the years, go figure it out.
remember, happiness depends on what you decide to notice! It is within your hands!!
number nine!
congratulations my dear sister!
IN life, sometimes we are busy with our own we forget about the others we used to care about. this applies to all those whom i was close to, but because of circumstances we all drift apart, that is what life throws at us. its part and parcel we all get on with our lifes and over time, we just drift apart, because of the environment we work in changes, and so does the situation. but the people involved never ever changes, its just that we feel they do.
i dont really know what i want to say, i just know i have to say it. not because people have said it first and i just want to respond for the sake of responding. these few weeks i have interacted with relatives whom i have not seen for a few years, chilled with cousins whom i have not had a long conversation with for a long time, and of course friends whom maybe i have neglected. i actually think about some friends every once in a while, thinking about how they are doing these days and whether they are good, secondary school friends, secondary school clique mates, junior college close friends and so on. i just waant to let all of my friends know, out there as we get on with our hectic lives, maybe at that moment, i was thinking of you, awww. HAHA
okay all, till we meet again. please takecare!
dear sis, pls enjoy your long long holiday around the whole world! HAHA takecare!
p.s. remember to buy stuffs for me HAHAH
hey you. lets make this short and sweet lest you become emo again. haha. you are not wrong, we have drifted. but that does not mean anything. i cant remember all that i have to say back to you, but in general, the friendship stays the same. what we are going through right now is just yet another phase in life. if we get through it, we move on to the next. its just another stage, and maybe its difficult for you, but dont make it worst by being discouraged. stay strong, remember? Anything can discourage you, hit you hard, but nothing can take away what you already have, your self worth, your own values, unless of course if you allow it to be taken away. i find this especially meaningful,
Destiny is a bridge that you choose to build to whatever you want.life is all about our choices, and we make some wrong ones along the way, but sooner or later we will get back on the right track. If you are tired, i can put a bed here, but you yourself have to choose if you want to get on it and take a rest. it is ultimately your choice.
so, if you are tired, just take a rest. good people need a break.
you can choose to hate me, if that is the bridge you choose to build, then that is the destiny our friendship will become. but you will always be that same friend i always had, nothing will change. you can count on me!
you dont have to worry about me. i guess i am fine as it is. its just like a kite with a broken string, lets just see where the wind brings it. its all planned, i guess. please takecare of yourself. we all have to live dont we, just to see how the story will end. because, the story is still a long long way from the end. so, just, live.
you cant handle what you cant comprehend. so when it comes to that, just let it be. i've learnt that through the years, go figure it out.
remember, happiness depends on what you decide to notice! It is within your hands!!
number nine!
Sunday, June 08, 2008
contemplated for awhile about writing this, but still decided to write it in the end.
been studying for some parts of the holiday so far. at least i really have studied a little. much unlike the previous holidays of the previous years where i cant really remember any constructive thing i did. that doesnt mean studying has been productive either, i feel stressed even as it has only just begun. because i see the massive pile of work i have to catch up with right in front of me.
honestly, life hasnt been good to me. i face studying problems, certain other problems, and even more certain other problems. problems which i must say, i should only be facing when i am in like my 20s. at least not at this age. but they have happened. and so, just hope, like someone told me, that i can be granted the serenity to accept things i cannot change.
but whatever, i still feel damn troubled as to why all these things have to happen right now. its taking up alot of my thinking power, and i feel damn tired mentally.
i met a good friend at the mrt on the way to sch in the morning a few weeks back, and two of my good friends from dunman that day when i was on the way to tuition. i hear at least they are doing fine and well in the army. serving the nation en route to becoming worthy officers. i like these kind of chance meetings, like conincidental meetings with people you value their friendship for the times you had in the past. it seems like the heavens arranged that meeting for you by chance, because even they feel that its time for us to meet, to meet up. even for awhile, that little while is worth it. that little while can sometimes be even more worth than arranging to meet up when free, because right now in our busy lives, sometimes we just cant afford the energy or time to plan to meet up. but still, i like coincidence. maybe its fate.
recently started to drive. for real. i think its quite fun. but i can tell you, even as it brings you conveniences, it can bring you trouble as well. thats all i can say. i dont think ill drive on a regular basis anymore. not that its up to me, but yah, sometimes you can tell, these conveniences you can bring to the people around you as well, and it makes you see their true colours. please dont think im talking about you, because i really dont mind sometimes, its if you do it in the excess, then sometimes i feel like that.
sometimes i wonder, are some of my friends just friends of benefits. if so they really treat my friendship as a piece of worthless article, you can keep it if you think its nice, but you can discard it because its not worth anything. that way, i think its better we keep a distance from each other. because sometimes, you bring me pain. in a way that if we really were friends, its fine. but i guess we are not.
studying when you are rushing against time really sucks. there is added pressure, but i'll still do it anyway. because i have to.
anyway one last thing, thanks to mynewbest friend , i think maybe i finally realised,
i dont want you back.
takecare!
p.s rachel lian/soulmate enjoy your holiday!
been studying for some parts of the holiday so far. at least i really have studied a little. much unlike the previous holidays of the previous years where i cant really remember any constructive thing i did. that doesnt mean studying has been productive either, i feel stressed even as it has only just begun. because i see the massive pile of work i have to catch up with right in front of me.
honestly, life hasnt been good to me. i face studying problems, certain other problems, and even more certain other problems. problems which i must say, i should only be facing when i am in like my 20s. at least not at this age. but they have happened. and so, just hope, like someone told me, that i can be granted the serenity to accept things i cannot change.
but whatever, i still feel damn troubled as to why all these things have to happen right now. its taking up alot of my thinking power, and i feel damn tired mentally.
i met a good friend at the mrt on the way to sch in the morning a few weeks back, and two of my good friends from dunman that day when i was on the way to tuition. i hear at least they are doing fine and well in the army. serving the nation en route to becoming worthy officers. i like these kind of chance meetings, like conincidental meetings with people you value their friendship for the times you had in the past. it seems like the heavens arranged that meeting for you by chance, because even they feel that its time for us to meet, to meet up. even for awhile, that little while is worth it. that little while can sometimes be even more worth than arranging to meet up when free, because right now in our busy lives, sometimes we just cant afford the energy or time to plan to meet up. but still, i like coincidence. maybe its fate.
recently started to drive. for real. i think its quite fun. but i can tell you, even as it brings you conveniences, it can bring you trouble as well. thats all i can say. i dont think ill drive on a regular basis anymore. not that its up to me, but yah, sometimes you can tell, these conveniences you can bring to the people around you as well, and it makes you see their true colours. please dont think im talking about you, because i really dont mind sometimes, its if you do it in the excess, then sometimes i feel like that.
sometimes i wonder, are some of my friends just friends of benefits. if so they really treat my friendship as a piece of worthless article, you can keep it if you think its nice, but you can discard it because its not worth anything. that way, i think its better we keep a distance from each other. because sometimes, you bring me pain. in a way that if we really were friends, its fine. but i guess we are not.
studying when you are rushing against time really sucks. there is added pressure, but i'll still do it anyway. because i have to.
anyway one last thing, thanks to mynewbest friend , i think maybe i finally realised,
i dont want you back.
takecare!
p.s rachel lian/soulmate enjoy your holiday!
Monday, May 12, 2008
Say all i need - OneRepublic
Do you know where your heart is
Do you think you can find it
Did you trade it for something, somewhere
Better just to have it
Do you know where your love is
Do you think that you lost it
You felt it so strong
but nothing's
Turned out how you want it
Well, bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need
is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is
are you trying to shake it
You`re doing your best and
You`re best look
You`re praying that you`ll make it
Well all I need
is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know where the end is
Do you think you can see it
Until you get there
Go on
Go ahead and scream it
Just say
..
Friday, February 08, 2008
okay happy new year all.
i dont know why this year's cny is abit spoiler mood. just somehow something seems to be gone, something seems to be missing. right from the start the reunion,the night of cny eve, to the first day, the first night, to now, everything. i guess this year its more of like a procedure, and its passed, so well so be it. i dont know much what to say also anyway.
anyway so that day i had a random talk with the big man himself after soccer, and i must say im glad we are able to converse about her as a topic already. it just feels good you know cos in the past we were not able to do it, always seem awkward. we talked and realised what we did, where we been to, and all. so i guess we all just realised that we just have to move on because we are all part of another cycle that just happens you know. move on, man just move on.
i dont know why but there's just this terribly terrible feeling nowadays when i wake up and realise, in reality, i have to face life. its not that i dont like life, life's just fine, but ah i dont know.
happy chinese new year all. pleasebe good to your family. i am proud to say at least this cny has made me found out,
i love my family. i love my mummy.
it seems that all is but a dream within another dream.
i dont know why this year's cny is abit spoiler mood. just somehow something seems to be gone, something seems to be missing. right from the start the reunion,the night of cny eve, to the first day, the first night, to now, everything. i guess this year its more of like a procedure, and its passed, so well so be it. i dont know much what to say also anyway.
anyway so that day i had a random talk with the big man himself after soccer, and i must say im glad we are able to converse about her as a topic already. it just feels good you know cos in the past we were not able to do it, always seem awkward. we talked and realised what we did, where we been to, and all. so i guess we all just realised that we just have to move on because we are all part of another cycle that just happens you know. move on, man just move on.
i dont know why but there's just this terribly terrible feeling nowadays when i wake up and realise, in reality, i have to face life. its not that i dont like life, life's just fine, but ah i dont know.
happy chinese new year all. pleasebe good to your family. i am proud to say at least this cny has made me found out,
i love my family. i love my mummy.
it seems that all is but a dream within another dream.
KIMKEAT!
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