Checkmate!

okay. i wanted to blog a few days ago, but then blogger screwed up. now i cant remember what i want to say. yawn.
pg get-together was fun, excluding the fact we got super drunk, and now the smell of citrus or peach vodka simply scares us away. hahaha
school's starting soon eh. its been awhile, so many things have happened. i will not say what here, it would be too long. i shall just say, its the 30th already and im still here, proves something huh. hahahahaha im good. hoo. right, so anyway , at least im still here, for now. should not worry about the future for nothing, even tho it might be half a year two months whotever we should just take it in our stride.
now that i got a chance i should make full use of it. it isnt that easy to get. ahaha. apparently orientation is starting next wednesday. you'll never feel the same if you're wearing a tpjc uniform and attending it in the status of a new student, it just, feels different. i got so much mixed feelings about it. we'll see, we'll see.
guess i got nothing much to say, i want to start training again. lets go!

new year resolutions, to spend less money and to study a little bit harder, and to kick a ball a little better.
and i want to cut my hair!

takecare all

posted by KIMKEAT @ 10:08 PM

hey.
today morning had a slight drizzle, but did not hinder our friendly match against JJC, although it did make our jerseys feel heavier. haha, so in the end we drew JJC, and quite frankly satisfied with the match even tho we could have won it, or maybe unluckily lost it. here and there. but yeah quite lucky there wasnt any mud, hahah, because jjc's pitch is artificial, very good.

went to commonwealth, cousin's house. then went down to town meet another cousin for christmas lunch at fish and co. its on her, so gooood. ahaha she claims i might become an uncle for the second time. hoo. hahah, then she went back to work cause she could only come out for awhile for lunch break. then me and youngcousin act mature lor went to look for christmas presents for her and her baby, plus for my sister also. so in the end got this cute little wooden rocking horse for my oldercousin and her baby, she's bound to like it its soooo cute. haha but of course ex also lahh. hahah. ey thoughtful okay. bought a present for my sister as well.

after that, went home lor. aiya lazy type. hahahaha

i hope my phone does not screw up yet again blahh.

pg chalet tmr i hope i have fun its the last event for me for the year, hoo.
takecare everybody

tpjcsoccerteam lets go!

posted by KIMKEAT @ 9:58 AM

hello guys im back from my holidayyy.
okay, i actually came back earlier because of i dontknow why also.

but yesss, i feel so good now im back in singapore i dontknow why

okay a brief summary of my trip to thailand, not forgetting a day spent in korea hahahahaha.
eh actually it was quite fun, i really enjoyed spending loads and loads of cash in thailand. but went with my cousins who are all girls mother's side, so its just me my aunt my mum my sis my cousin and my cousin. its damn shiok lah the place, damn good for shopping. chatukchak, mbk siam central erawan everything. just that i seem to be interested in different stuffs as my sister. well at least burberry lv and gucci dont interest me. ahahaha. i dont even know why they go there to check these stuffs out, probably cause there's like a 30% sale? hahahaha.
anyhow, the trip was fun. at least it was stress relieving and i enjoyed it ? haha, except the part i kept having to deal with my flu and so on, wasnt feeling too good then. i enjoyed this trip fully i want another one like that!
p.s the view from the highest floor of baiyoke sky is damn nice!
i bought loads of stuffs lah really, my luggage was almost close to bursting. hahaha. spend until my mum was like pissed didn want to let me buy anymore even tho i had the cash. nvm, must know when to stop, like other stuffs, stop when you know its harming you. i like to spendd money!

okay i guess thats all i need to ssay abt my holiday? no need for day to day details because if you wanna know abt that then ASK ME and ill consider telling you. all you need to know is i went there, ate alot of good stuffs and bought alot of good stuffs and i spent alot! whoa i tell you the food at chinatown in thailand the seafood is DAMN good graciously. hahahaha. goodness. DAMN GOOD. ehh. okay enough. i enjoyed the holiday, really. now back from holiday, holiday aside, i shall study abit, go out chill abit and then train super hard for the remaining trainings of the holiday. i want to brace myself up for next year!

i heard next tuesday is last soccer training for the year is it? then thursday we have a soccer match friendly against JJC at JJC OMG so far. hais. early in the morning somemore. yup. i want to train really hard come next year!

please dont let me waste another year away if i have the chance. i want to do well next year and not disappoint AGAIN if i can alright. smack me hit me whack me anything if i ever do waste time alright. today cousin talked to me, asking me why is this happening to me and ask me to please dont screw my life up. he say, the agony i will feel , is more than anything words can ever describe. i want to live my life properly. i dont want to harm my health no more and i want to study hard, train hard and live my life proper. 1 life live it. the right way. if you think you cant do it, thats mental. its all in your mind.

got so much to say, but cant rmb what i want to say. ill say it again when i remember alright.for now, everyone smile for the upcoming festive season alright! cheers and smile! tentatively leaving on the 29th again, but oh i dont know. i dont know.

takecare everyone! smile

posted by KIMKEAT @ 10:59 AM

ill be back soooooon, reall soooon.
im flying back early!


you guys takecare of yourselves eh.
smile! =)


soulmate takecare.. thanks fr the mail..

posted by KIMKEAT @ 9:30 AM

wow, its like 4am in the morning and im still here. i figured out that if i didn take some time out to blog now, i'd probably never will. hahah. im flying off tomorrow you see, hopefully its just for a holiday. oh , im sure it will be that way. haha

first things first, that day flow@mos was actually quite good. except the messed up dance floor which had no aircon at all alright. because it was super damn hot inside la. anyway met alot of people there, tpjc dunman all got lah. even some of them from the pg went. it was quite good to see them there, and i know they enjoyed themselves. now you know why they say its addictive. hahah. but not to all tho. heard from some of the females that apparently the guys got abit too touchy over there. fret not, i shall protect you all ! haha! talk big only. pity this should be one of the last ones im going this year. gotta keep up the balance and do other more important stuffs as well ehh.

i dno why but recently feel very screwed up. really. its like this internal disorder about you inside you that makes you feel heart wrenchingly tired of your life because you feel that you are totally mixed up inside.i dont know how to explain it. its like a really really build up series of unfortunate events. frst there happened the thing that would bring a great deal of harm to yr body even if its social, fitness lacking stamina decreasing, and yet u cant seem to control. health depleting. then there is that misunderstanding that makes me feel im unwanted, not exactly, just misunderstood because you dare not voice evrything out entirely i dont understand why after so many years. then there is that complicated affair out there which i dont know where to place it, whether to judge it with my heart or with my brain. why must it be sooo complicated, it would help to have some of yr initiative really. hai, there's just so much on my mind. right now i want to study hard if given the chance ESP if in singapore, train hard with the tpjc soccer team because i am given a rare opportunity to choose my own jersey number HAHA, yup. even if i have to start from scratch , iw ill build up my fitness yet again i will. i will takecare of my health and stop all that nonsense, and train myself up again. dont throw everything away anymore, train myself up the hard way, and live healthy! i just want to let known that even if there is someone out there who looks like you and talks like you , she will never be like you !

which is why actually i am not flying off tmrw quite reluctantly, i feel i actually need this break from life for awhile. just let this family getaway bring my troubles away as well? haha, or alternatively i can just spend money there with my sister. it always helps? hahaha. this holiday is actually going to be quite stress relieving. then come back, train hard study hard!
eh, everybody stop being so down/sad/emo ehh. look up look front but not down, tomorrow will be a better day alright!

takecare everybody, enjoy the rest of yr holidays,
til then, seeyou soon!

now thats why i call life.

Worse than the total agony of being in love?
hahahah

posted by KIMKEAT @ 12:19 PM