Checkmate!

will you try to make it last, just because this time, you want to prove them wrong.
i dont want that, thats not what i want..
i want it to last cos we want it to last.

hai, when can i ever stop all these thoughts..
answers. i need them from you.
but i doubt you'll read this.

takecare all..

posted by KIMKEAT @ 7:12 AM

i appreciate the truth. really. thanks.
i mean it.

but anyhow, i cannot stand people putting her down just like that. seriously.
i feel pain for her.
if you dont want to be judged, dont judge others first.

but anyway, thanks alot. i dont know if i should agree to those comments.

but really, thank you. i appreciate it.

but still, FUCK MAN.
im sorry///

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posted by KIMKEAT @ 7:07 AM

okay. i know i got to face it. i cant hide from it forever. because you can run but you cant hide. it will come back and haunt you somehow.

it starts off with that birthday,
i believe. yes. that birthday.

somehow, i wonder why, things got so complicated.
i didnt skip, and i enphasize,
i was excused. maybe thats not the point anymore.
it was my fault that i didn see you, it wasnt delibrate,
i wouldn hide anything for all i care i know that things cant be hidden for long.

and then it gets more serious. up to this point im already beginning to feel like i dont want to talk about this anymore.
hey friend, you know i dont want to lose you too. i never regretted our friendship, and i still dont. i just dont understand, why you think that way. would it hurt if i told you that she is worth it. maybe, because im not even sure of it myself. apparently the actions show that i think that way. i dont know if you can accept it.
i just hope that things can stop being so awkward. i dont want to lose our friendship and you know i'll still be there for you what.

i dont know what to address anymore. can we all just treat it as not a problem anymore and face it such that we can continue with our lives?

this isnt an issue anymore because everything's fine. think that way.
ill be there for you if you need me to , of course if you want me to.

for now, takecare everyone.
i dontknow what else to say.

black, is the most intriguing colour ever.
i get so upset when i see the colour black now.
jealousy. its something i have to get rid out of my life.

posted by KIMKEAT @ 6:17 AM

It starts off as a simple social act between a party of two.
It starts with a simple "Hi, how do you do?"
It starts with a harmless act of kindness, "here let me help you."
Then it changes to something more...

Now it gets comfortable.
Now it's okay to sit on the same table.
Now it looks like she's your girl.
Then it changes to something more...

They start talking on the phone.
They will go out for just an ice-cream cone.
They won't leave each other alone.
Then it changes to something more...

Feelings start to flow.
Feelings start to show.
Feelings start to grow.
Then something happens...

Either one will have the urge to tell.
Either one will experience emotional hell.
Either one will need an S.O.S bell.
And that's when an individual will think,

"will it be worth it to risk a remarkable friendship, to pursue love..??"

i will.
cos i cant stop myself from doing that.

For love, he suffered.

fellow wingback, respect to you with reference to your this post.
i understand truly,
and to you i would say, i wont fight against you,
cause i want to fight alongside you.

posted by KIMKEAT @ 6:01 AM