Checkmate!

hm. half a year has almost passed, its gonna be july already,
so fast.

so, half a year is gonna pass,
what have you achieved.

top regrets for the first half of the year 2007:

1. gonna fail mid years yet again,
second year, second time.
the feeling sucks man, seriously. i wish i could go back and study again and make sure i do well, cos the feeling of studying a day before the exam and not making it, totally saddens you, esp when i think, oh man its going to happen again.

2. not being free on the tenth of april 2007.

yup i guess that sums up the whole half of the year that has passed. hahah

takecare all
study reaaaallly hard

posted by KIMKEAT @ 7:28 AM

so yeah, these few days have been alright.
im quite glad im back you know.
i dont know why.

it was as if,
life was miserable back there,
not literally, but mentally.

you know, its just one of those few days,
where your life felt out of place,
and lost.
because its incomplete.

now that im back, im relieved.
but if only we could hold much better conversations.

not to forget, you actually still owe me an answer.
did you forget, or did you make yourself forget?

i want to start studying!
i feel as though my life's so messy,
so many things to do.
go off again this friday, or maybe not.
unpack my stuffs, clear my stupid room,
study hard, irritating soccer tournament in july,
learn to drive if i can have the time and so many things.
ahhh there is so much to worry about.

i want to go shopping!
with my mum of cos then no need to pay myself hahahahahah
or actually, sis also can. ahahah

i kinda either sleep alot alot alot, or sleep only a few hours nowadays.
tsk

alright time to go, takecare all,
esp YOU
number 1 on my worry list.

rmbr, when all else seems to be going wrong, i will keep my faith in you always.
you can count on me! ill be here for you =)

posted by KIMKEAT @ 3:04 AM

im back.
but im not happy..
boohoo


quite tired, and got so much to think about.
suddenly just feel quite lost
quite unaware of what is around me and what is happening
and i feel so stranger to this environment!

on the other hand,
it might not be ssmth bad

if i could change one thing,
ill disappear! and tour the world its fun. ahah

its as if, i dread coming back. i dont know why i came back either.
i dont know what im talking about.
i got alot to handle, and its like just a matter of days i can become totally unknown,
its not good.
whyyyyyy

so lazy right now. and anyway,
guys,
i really really,
feel intrigued by the colour black. HAH
blackkkk again!!!
then again, black used to be a nice colour.


oh yes,
i did miss you.
pretty badly.

but i dont think it matters.
goodnight!

posted by KIMKEAT @ 6:41 AM