Friday, February 08, 2008

okay happy new year all.
i dont know why this year's cny is abit spoiler mood. just somehow something seems to be gone, something seems to be missing. right from the start the reunion,the night of cny eve, to the first day, the first night, to now, everything. i guess this year its more of like a procedure, and its passed, so well so be it. i dont know much what to say also anyway.

anyway so that day i had a random talk with the big man himself after soccer, and i must say im glad we are able to converse about her as a topic already. it just feels good you know cos in the past we were not able to do it, always seem awkward. we talked and realised what we did, where we been to, and all. so i guess we all just realised that we just have to move on because we are all part of another cycle that just happens you know. move on, man just move on.

i dont know why but there's just this terribly terrible feeling nowadays when i wake up and realise, in reality, i have to face life. its not that i dont like life, life's just fine, but ah i dont know.

happy chinese new year all. pleasebe good to your family. i am proud to say at least this cny has made me found out,
i love my family. i love my mummy.

it seems that all is but a dream within another dream.

posted by KIMKEAT @ 2:49 AM